How do you feel tonight?
Mayb it's just me thinking too much, mayb.
I've got the sudden urge to change my blog to Livejournal as I can private posts which I dont want people to read/see. I've got alot of things to say, but somehow I dont want people to know. &sometimes it's just so difficult to put them in words.
sometimes I just wish life will always be so nice&perfect without any sorrows or fears.
sometimes I just wish I can be so selfish that I can get what I want/wish without having to care about how others feel/think.
sometimes I just wish I will put myself before others.
sometimes I just wish others will put me before themselves.
alright, wishing thinkings eh? give me one tight slap please, thanks.
nothing in life will goes on so smoothly I suppose.
ups&downs, tears&sorrows, laughters&joys are what everyone have to go through yes?
nobody would be an exception eh?
ohwell ohwell, who would wants their life to be such a miserable one? I bet none.
but sometimes life is just so unfair no?
okae, I dont know why am I talking about all these, just some thoughts.
enough of my nonsenses, back to serious blogging.
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Erinna's call woke me up again at around 11plus12pm. she always claim that I've got a sexy voice when I just wake up. I know you're just plain jealous eh twinny? LOLS. wake up prepare, went down to the bus stop to pick her up as it's raining damn heavily, touched not? better be. I dont do that for everyone hor. hahah. well, up to my place, she puts her stuff then we went down to the hawker to eat. as usual, had our fish slice soup. hoho. the rains gets bigger&bigger. awwww. stayed there till the rain got smaller, chatted as usual. then back to my place for awhile then out again. bus-ed to Amk hub. both of us wanted to look for a job so badly. so yeah, walked around, managed to leave our particulars down at 2shops. planted ourselves at Mos Burger for ice milk tea as usual. hahah. chatted&chatted&chatted. we seems to have never ending stuffs to say. hahah. oh&I swear we walked round&round, in&outof Amk hub for dont know how many times just now. LOLS. left there around 5plus or so. bus-ed to her place. her Mum cooked dinner for us. she was studying while I was looking through her old neo-prints, her family album&stuff. hahah. left her house around 8plus, bus-ed to Kovan as this girl got cravings for bubble tea though she's very full. LOLS. after that, planted ourselves at the hawker to watch the 9pm show. okae, sound retarded I know. well, &home around 10plus.
&I must say,
that girl mention above is a dear, really.
not to forget girlfriends who I havent seen for days/weeks/months.
I missed all of you seriously.
&I'm missing my love, he's still outside...
There are moments when I dont know if it's real
Or if any body feels the way I do.
I need some assurances, or mayb just more.
Walk away, Loved. 11:49:00 PM `
Joanne Lum Mei Zhen. ♥
